Thursday, April 24, 2014

Dreams do come true

- So tell me when was first time when you thought of me in a sexual way?
Kira smiled intriguingly.
- I was not looking at you that way for a long time!
- I KNOW! When was that break?
- I had a dream about you...
-Oh yes! Dream! I remember! And you told me about it via Skype, didn't you?
- Ohhh yes I did...Kira was smiling dreamy...It was such a surprise as I was taking  you only as a friend and you was not free. But during that night I woke up feeling so turned on and satisfied in the same time...so I had to find out if we had THAT type of connection or it was only my brain playing up.
- You told me straight away, haven't you?
- I had to know immediately. Plus, you appeared to be very interested in my dream...so I had to tell you all the truth and all the details.
- You were very specific. And the fact you described everything so colourfully...I was reading your words and imagining how I am doing everything you were saying. And that's it! I could not look at you as a friend any longer. I was hooked!
-Remember how we went for a smoke and could not stop stare at each other and when people would come out to smoke we would be so disappointed as we had to chit chat and our mind was way far from it.
Kira made a deep breath and swept her hand across his forehead:
- This is so unreal baby...
-What?
- I mean...I would...Everyday was like a date! Remember? We would chat for hours and next night I would dream something new and we would discuss all of it and than throw in more info about each other and it would flow from topic to topic and with every word we would proof to each other that we are like twins...
- Soul mates in different bodies! That is how I called us! - Brian looked in Kira's eyes and smiled. - Do you remember our first kiss?
- Not sure...we had so many...
-Liar!
- I am! I know! But I want you to tell me...she smiled and licked her lips
Brian look reminded her of their first kiss:
...He had to go home as always. She did not want to let him go. They were smoking third cigarette and standing near the window in the hallway. They were standing very close to each other. She would make a drag while looking in his eyes it would make her eye water but not blink. Brian would stand there. Wanting her more than anything but not willing to break the rules first. Both of them felt how strong their connection is and  were scared and curious at the same time.
Kira finished her smoke and went in closer. Their breath mixed. Brian looked at her breasts and touched her fingers.
She said:"I want to kiss you".
- We can't...
- But I want...
She stood on her toes for a second just to kiss his lover lip. That was the trigger. He grabbed her tight and kissed with such passion she could feel her heart pounding in her ears. They could not stop. If not one of the passerby’s it would last and last.
That was the moment. And in a second they would go separate ways in separate homes to live separate lives. For now.

Tuesday, March 18, 2014

Never Ever



Don’t you ever ever judge a woman, dude!
You have no idea why she looks so “good”
You don’t have the reason tell her all the truth
She’s already know maybe more than should

Don’t forget that maybe just this sec or two
She broke off her pattern, maybe you should too
Why keep being judgee to the one who just,
Trying make a living only way they could?
Does not make them perfect or at list alright
But it’s their movement – let them do don’t judge  

Tell your mates or either: “Damn. It’s sad…”
Don’t go rounds shout: “I don’t understand!”
Let’s be honest here you don’t even should!
Just shut up and vision all the girls you knew
And let’s hope that any, baby girl alive
Would have never ever need to cook that stew…

Phoenix



For you my innocent addiction
I will cut down all the bad
Will stop destroying my convictions
And all the fetters will undo

Why do we always set on something?
Why can’t we move just for because?
Why if untouched our souls will slumber
And we will drift until we die?

Let all our stops be new beginnings
For good or bad we shall all move
I would consider moving forward
Cause if I’m not I’m rather dead

My soul been stiff and I’ve got frozen
But mind is hot and I’ll revive
Just watch me rise like old good Phoenix
To grab on reason to survive!

Monday, March 17, 2014

How to get rid of you?


So tell me: "How  to get rid of you?"
When every thought is going back to you!
It brings me straight to that raw night
When I find out all alright
When all was said without fight with deepest meaning on the mind
Why did we do it? And what for?
When all we knew it was too sore...
We should not try to see how good we could have been
or may be should?
For Goodness sake, just let me go!
Just let me do my own stroll
For good or bad...just let me know
If in few you'll take me back
And tell me still how much you care
Or should I just forget those eyes that made me shiver then all night
I dither now and in pain
My heart goes out of restraint the one I set five years back
To stay alive, to be on top and that is where is my slope
Don't let it go it's not a time our hearts deserve another prime.